I aplologise.

I apologize.
It’s the truth full stop. I wrote the before hand post under full emotional stress. I admit I was a bit ruffled that day when I was called but I feel no ill intention or spite when came up with that post. If fact I feel a certain gratitude towards the said person who shed some light into everything. I admit the starting part of the post sounds a bit heretical but will someone just finish reading the whole thing and realize I am actually saying thanks?

Well I was woken up just recently (like 5 minutes ago) and told I was to menghadap for my blog. Since I already did menghadap I figured it must be for new content. So here I am typing to explain not only myself, but my actions as well as that is what I do.

My previous post in no way I repeat again have anything against nobody. It’s in fact stated there. Are they taking what is said by me so seriously? I admit the title sounds a bit proactive but what do you expect? This is a blog and I used it to attract visitor from 'pings' websites. So let us do a thorough analysis of what was written and I shall apologize all the way.

So let’s see the first paragraph I wrote about Malaysia sensitivity towards blogs and my school in general. The language is a bit rough but that is genuinely what I feel about the topic. Which is Malaysia should encourage the proliferation of ideas so long as it does not cause political unrest.

The second paragraph explains how my blog can be found through internet search engines by using tags. It’s true the pentagon and other defense ministries have viewed my blog as it contains the word Military, college (like terrorist recruitment) guns etc. So my blog is bound to come up someway or another.

Paragraphs 3-4 were a bit of a ramble to let of emotional steam. Where I radicalized already steamy bits into bias words. I apologies deeply for the content here as it was at my fault for not controlling my emotions and censoring my self more. But all things come chronologically and many things said here are duly resolved once you read the later paragraphs. In effect I tell both sides of the story in the end. These paragraphs describe the angry me and as we progress down the many paragraphs we can see the evolution in my stand and nature no?

The 5th paragraph tells of how I came to know of my site getting into trouble based on the visitors entering and leaving. Then I openly said I accepted the reasons why I had to revise the content of my blog. See the transition between moods? It’s a writing technique I find quite persuasive. So in the end I tell or at least try to tell both sides to the coin.

The 6th paragraph mainly depicts a fictional scenario which I clearly state Quote: "This is just a thought up scenario in my twisted mind and not some veiled threat towards all that I hold dear." And by all that I hold dear is of course my school. I was just being parabolic and pulling ideas.

The seventh paragraph shows what good I get out of this whole episode. From instant recognition and the insight some people had to make some use out of this whole situation. Like offering me a go at making a web site for Rmc and for that I am grateful.


So if someone just read the whole thing and just not the few sentences one will find a structured analytical assessment of the whole situation based on what I try to be a fair approach. And by the leave me alone part I was referring to all the staff who met me that always seem to say "habislah ko. Kena buanglah nanti" It got quite unfunny after awhile.

So all in all apologies to any one who fells insulted or angry over this content .It was never intended for such reasons and I truly am sorry If what I did caused so much damage to ones reputation.I love this college deeply. I truly do. I just hope I can serve and repay it for what it has helped me achieve.

Blog indicted over content.And I am only in secondary school!

A recent poll has shown that about 75% of bloggers get into trouble with content in their blogs some times in their lives. It seems that I have stuck to the status quo of the demographic. I am now indicted over content once posted in my blog, and I am only 17 years old. Well serves me right for not taking the advice from many people about blog safety. It seems that in my nativity I still held notions that freedom of speech was still held high in my country. Well it seems one has to face reality. To excel here one must simply 'go with the flow' and don’t go in the opposite direction and say not what I want to say but what they want to be herd.

Well taking I am from the Royal Military College which is of course under the Ministry of defense my blog would have bound to be found out in the end. Even guys from the pentagon have seen my site as well some scraps from the Singapore ministry of defense! How do I know? Some (several actually) stat checkers were installed in my blog to check who exactly comes and goes from my blog. So how do they find my blog? By tagging words like military, guns etc the list of all blogs will splendidly appear on the search pages!

So reminder out there no blog is safe anymore. Especially after my government which I love and respect with all my heart began its crackdown on errant blogs. Well I have been issued a stop order towers the content of my blog to remove certain aspects that deem derogatory toward the institution that I so love. My every intent to promote my college as well as expose all sides of the story has met with critics as well as hardship all the way. I understand their grouses but what happened to the ideal world of freedom of speech?

Well in deep respect towards the college that has done for me I have removed some of the questionable content for re-editing and re-movement of some offending photos. Please take note my posts never criticized anyone or institute in its content or its intent. But it’s my guess that our society isn’t as open as flexible as I thought it once was.

My story began when I got one hit from a URL from the Ministry of Defense. Then suddenly those hits tripled then quadrupled. Then hits from the royal military college increased dramatically in the space of one week. It was then I knew I was in trouble. Well me being me I choose to ignore the growing threat and ‘buat don’t know sahaja’. Well I was soon called to one important figure in rmc whose name I want speak for ethical and moral reasons to discus the future. Well he was very kind and flexible about the nature of my predicament and openly advised my to change the content of this very blog as we speak. It seems that some of my content like pictures of ragging would give a bad impression on the college. Well I accepted that rebuttal openly. Well at least to say he thought my blog well written and he personally liked its content it was the more uptight people at higher places who had certain grouses towards my content.

Sight at such a young age and the Ict police is upon me. Well my case differs from the fact that most cases involving police involved internet pornography. My case is a first here and I am a sort of first in pioneering blogs in the college. Well happy to say aside from getting a stern warning its seems no other actions will be taken against me in the meanwhile. Well that is good actually as my spm is dangerously near and having the prospect of being expelled does not seem appealing towards me. Well I regret to say that if I would be expelled I would go down fighting. Imagine the media. Form 5 student gets expelled over content of blog. Imagine the scandal that would ensure. It would bring me nationwide fame and instantly make my blog a stopping point on the web. Well I just said if though. This is just a thought up scenario in my twisted mind and not some veiled threat towards all that I hold dear.

Well happy to say that at least some good has come from this incident. I have now had multiple fans of my blog in the terms of the dozens of people from my school and ministry of defense who frequently monitor my blog day by day. All the hoo-hah here has ensure that everyone in my school to at least see it once. After all there is no such thing as bad publicity. Well each time I pass a staff here my usually obscure face is now recognized immediately. Wow. Well this makes thing harder to make 3-4 circuits around the mess hall as my face is most probably recognized.

Well my school has had the insight to make something out of this whole thing. I’ve had a proposal to make a web site promoting the college after spm. I am interested in a way as I have nothing to do after spm and a job here would be nice. I already have the entire concept planed in my head as well as the URL. Well can’t wait to finally put my skills to good use.

Well sorry of this exceptionally long rant. Just hoping to spread the message that blogs are not the place to share ‘everything’ not because of ethical or moral reasons but because of the state of the way things are and you can jeopardize your future doing so.

I fear that I may get into trouble over this very post. But a kind reminder to all viewers of my blog. These are my opinions and they seemingly dont induce racial or cultural disharmony nor do hope to do so. I have complied with my college and removed all the questionable content so will you just leave me alone to my studies and spm? Id really apreciate it.

Well id like to have some feed back from this ok so don’t forget to comment.

Yes! Freedom!For now...

At long last the dreaded trials of rmc have ended. I will just put up a short post to remind the world i am still alive. I have just survived the test brought to me by the mad kimia scientist Mr.Fok Poon Lih. Man his paper is tough. If compared to the real spm, Spm is like Kacang putih.
Well will like to post more but my brain is dead from breakneck studying and all ,y gray matter have strangely mutated and inflated into a mass of sludge. So now what I would like to do is take a very long nap to rest my battered and tired mind and body. Dont worry i will start posting like normal in like about a week, after I recover all my necessary rest and nutrition.

So till next time!

ps:look out for my english test essay i wrote. (its got poems yay!) Well if i am rajin enough that is.....

The strike of the killer scissors! (++blogs got a new look!)

The strike of the killer scissors! Ep.? Where has the hair gone?

First note from editor (me)

First I will be congratulating myself with my blogs new look. Terima kasih blogger beta for making life easier for me. The days of cut and paste %$%^ html codes are long past. With the new blogger blogging is so much easier.

On with post:

Well usually I will have nothing to talk about as this is exam time but certain circumstances have caused me to differ. Well before we get to the juicy parts here is a monotonous review of the day before yesterdays, yesterdays and today’s exam. Prepare to be bored. Mon: Bio sucks hate stupid variasi hate stupid alel hate stupid ginjal I hate stupid Bio...Susah sangat.

Tue: BM wrote stupid karangan. Boring. The sej was hard. Stupid perlembagaan. Stupid shit I hate sej.

Wed. Bi. Yay like bi it’s nice and furry... :)

So there you have it the exam so far. (Sorry for the exceptionally bad English used. Wanted to keep it short and sharp)

Well the anti website for the day is:

photobucket.com.

Stupid website crashed and all pictures were lost. Fucking photobucket. Never again. Go http://lifelogger.com/ .

It’s good as there is:

Near unlimited size (1 gig a month)
And it’s made by Malaysians.
Malaysia boleh!!

So pulaukan photobucket. It sucks like a piece of shit.

So here current news at rmc.

Tue. Our new ketua jurulatih a certain lieutenant whose name cannot be revealed due to political and moral reasons decided to start ‘operasi gunting rambut boy’ 2 days earlier from the projected date. So naturally we all had very long hair (rmc standard). So what he did was, unleash the power of the magical scissors. It was carnage unlike ever seen before with crops of beautiful hair falling to the ground like leaves during autumn. It was a time of mourning and grief for many. He mercilessly cut weird and funky some even gothic in its sick design. Well hope to upload these hilarious pics soon. So wait patiently for its coming! (If only that bastard hanif will upload it sooner) Well happy to say I escaped as my hair was cleverly made to look shorter using the wonders of water and hair gel. Now almost everyone looks like monks. It should be called the royal monk college now.

Well with that I still got like 2 weeks more with of toiling away at the books. So wish me luck ok?

Trials tomorrow!

Ok this will be a short one. My spm trials are tomorrow so I will be slogging out at the exam hall so expect a draught of posts starting today lasting until next week. Well wish me luck and all the best.

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To smoke or not to smoke that is the question

Here is my thoughts on the activity known as smoking after reading a particular post on my friends blog here.

To smoke or not to smoke that is the BIG question.

My belief is that there is nothing wrong with smoking. There is nothing wrong in smoking. It’sjust the negative image all the ulamas and ahli2 agamas are giving it. Well din imagine that particular person smoked though. Lol. Well that proves what an old fashioned guy I am. Well smoking is an important activity for your information. Well for one it gives our government a shot in the arm in terms of budget in terms of sin tax. Two it is great way to socialise. We at rmc call it segop. We all have no qualms in sharing our cigarettes. It makes us closer and even bridges the gap between religions! Has anyone ever seen an Indian a Chinese Malay and an iban guy smoking together? Lol a rare sight! Thirdly, what business deal has ever gone with ought many smoking and chatting sessions during meeting breaks? It actually boosts our economy by helping important deals go by. Fourthly I help us get rid of the old populace by means of sickness. A sort of population control if you may. The have even been reports that smoking no more then two fags a day can actually be good for you! (Which I hope everyone out there doesn’t believe.)

The stuff inside cigarettes

True smoking IS bad for ones health but the potential benefits outweigh the risks. Utilitarian principal. So remember smoking aint that bad but please don’t smoke like 2 boxes a day. You might just die right now

Flying withought wings

On the way...


The infamous Mines zink. The location is secret to avoid the detection by the school authorities.

Before reading rerember:What I am writing here today never happened. Not in memory, history or reality. Those who read this are unbelievably lucky to witness one of the first documentaries of one of this schools most cherished customs or social norm. Yes the simple ceremony of sneaking out of the college’s perimeter has in time become a sort of ceremony if you may. Transcendence to a senior if you may. Yes otherwise known as flying or shortened to fly this simple act is shrouded in secrecy and at has only been experienced by boys at rmc. It a way to release stress, buy certain supplies or simply chill. But the way to our destination is fraught with peril. First we have to cross Rmc’s own golf course and run the risk of being caught by our staff. Then we have to cross a thick bush that we have come to call the zink. Then we cross the mines golf course and we arrive at the balakong or (belakang as we like to call it) area. We then either head to the mines shoping complex or the nearest macha for needed nutrients. Ahh…yes this is the life.





Stoping by the greenary

Well my day started innocently enough. After a round of extremely boring classes, I just felt so empty inside. I needed something to raise my spirits so thank heavens my good friend Danial suggested we partake in the ceremony of exiting the colleges known perimeter withought prior knowledge to the schools administration. In other words (his own) he said. “Dj jom fly. Boring lah”. So we headed of to the mines shopping complex using the fastest route possible. We crossed the Zink withought any mishap and soon arrived at the mines shopping complex. We decided to see a movie. It was either monster house or my super ex-girlfriend. Noting the 18-pl rating of my super ex-girlfriend and noting the sexy attire draped precariously over Uma Thurman. Click here for the review

If you want to find me lets just hook up at the mines shoping complex!


Macha Balakong.


Played a bit of pool

After that went for a short game of snooker where I got trashed badly. (Well what can I say, just started playing)? After that headed back to college after a plate of 2 roti kosong and a teh ais. Then walked back to college, sat in front of the computer and wrote this post.



The night aproaches.Seen here having quick dinner.


Walking back to college..

stop by for ahwhile...








The zink at night...












Man flying is a sweaty buisness...


Just a few mins away from college

So there ends my day.

How I spent my Merdeka

bags under eyes from yesterdays merdeka celebrations!




Why am I the only one at class?



Unlike the rest of the Populace, I spent my first hour with a cane in the ass. I had woken up late for my extra classes and was greeted accordingly. Then the classes dragged on until 4.


Pouting.Waiting for the #$% teacher to come

Teachers not arrive yet


On/with bus(only budak boywill understand)
Multi racial society albiet with alot of indians

Then I started to get ready to party. My whole class headed over to Times Square for a feast at Chicken harts chicken buffet. We stuffed ourselves silly that night.
Finaly the teachers came!Eat time!

So exited.Fusion ho!

All of us here



Enjoying meal






The diet consisted of chicken and more chicken. Man when budak boys eat they eat. We kept the staff very busy that night even though it was a slow day! We had our laughs when my friend KA got caught trying to Ta-pau some chicken. The tau-ke then forced him to eat all 5 pieces of chicken.


Will i get a discount?










Padan muka. Well after the hearty meal my friends invited me to try out Shisha.


First try.Look sick..

Ahh. dah hustler dah!




What we left behind......




Just as reminder, i DO NOT smoke. Shisha is not considered smoking under most Cultures as it does not have any relation to tobacco. So mum,dad please dont worry. I am not going to turn into a drug addict anytime soon.

Even chan took a puff



It is kinda like this water pipe thingy with flavors like apple and other fruity flavors. To really experience Shisha one has to inhale deeply to taste the fruity sensation it holds. It was ok-lah. But coughed a lot to say that it was my first time smoking anything. Well headed back to the college with a heavy heart and even heavier stomach!